Today 15.34 my time. Checked my phone. Shit, one missed call. She called. Immediately I call back. During my dialing sms came in. My connect was broken. She refused the call. I read the sms, and understand it. So, pitty!!!

Cannot send sms, because if she refuses call it is possible she is at home or her husband is with her and on sundays she is always home earlier then weekdays. So cannot send sms, pitty. 30 minutes later: "I so much waited your sms now...".

I immidiately send sms to her: "Sorry honey, I thought it was not safe!! I thought you already at home. LY and so pitty we could not talk. Your M. with N. in his mind whole day...

She replied: Spasibo!!!

This is our problem. We are not free to call and talk when we want, and If I or if she refuses a call or not call back we not know what the situation is.

Still I am thinking about her, and she is thinking about me. Tomorrow (monday) last chance to talk for the monday and tuesday as she will be away to another country with her son and her husband and we cannot communicate. No sms, no mail, and no call.

I will survive, but it will be so much pleasure if I talk to her again on wednesday.